怕

有的时候很怕假期
感受不到一丝的温暖。

阴影

我俩有着阴影

挥之不去

那是烙印

我俩知道有很多的话不能说 很多事不能做

我们只能内心一直坚定地告诉自己

不能重蹈覆辙

不能重蹈覆辙

不能重蹈覆辙

过年了

又一年

长大了

不能再问为什么

没有必要了

也不会有答案

重要是怎样死都不能被看扁

我要和你说

不管怎样逃避 那都是烙印

不要胆小和懦弱

我并没有多么地勇敢

也没有所谓地面对

我也是漠然置之

只是我不能胆小和懦弱

每一次难受的时候都很辛苦

特别是在那些大日子快乐时光里

一次又一次

被忽视和不被肯定的时候

尴尬和觉得无法补救的时候

永远地重复着

很不明白怎样可以戴着面具做人

每一句言语和一举一动都是心机及演技

讨好别人的功夫 让人厌倦得不得了

看到就像呕

我已经可以很平静地看别人演完一出又一出的大小戏

然后

只有坚信性格是与生俱来的

不像有的人 有着天生所谓的好性格

可以接受 忍受 漠视 忍受漠视 忍受再漠视

环境把我们变得自私

不同的人不同的自私程度

自私去过自己以后的生活

我只是想远离 离开。

My Beloved ♥ 我最亲爱的

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要很爱很爱每一个人，还有很爱很爱自己。

D.S.L.R

An enriched weekend, again!

Sunday, a day of making big decision, keeping promise and approaching dream.

Okay, Im a DSLR beginner from today onward!

Duo Duo Ji Gao! :D

I always feel hard to make decision.

By involving money, decision becomes harder.

Wanna say ThankYou to my dear family, especially Mummy.

And Sister that make me feel good after the deal.

Sometimes, I think I been always doing something that my family can't really understand.

Course, Interest, Dream...

Yet, they do support me in the end and respect my decision, almost all the time.

I was overwhelmed with gratitude for the consideration.

Appreciate it. ♥

Then, I become tougher when best friend is beside me in this difficult time.

Accompany and Encouragement are all the support that given by friend.

The second ThankYou is for HM! :) ♥

I felt great for the girl talk today.

We shared about our mutual life, the hidden feeling and the so called meaningful future.

A long long way to go on!

Life isn't easy, but it becomes worthy when enjoying the joys and sorrows of life.

Those ups and downs exist to make us growth up!

(: ThankYou for everything, LIFE! ♥

BiaoJie's Wedding ♥

It was Yeen Peng Biao Jie's Wedding on last weekend.
A simple yet significance wedding ceremony and dinner night.

I love the way they deal with it, they made it simple but in line with the chinese tradition custom.

This was the first time I met with my friendly biao jie fu. :D

The bride and bridegroom look so sweet on that day.

Blissful wishes for them, hope that they will be sweet, happy and healthy forever.

This is my marternal big family.
Normally, we just meet each other twice per year, which is during CNY and grandma's birthday, unless there are any relative wedding.

As there are so many cousin wedding recently, I personally think that our relationship is getting closer. It is a good sign right? LOL

with cousin. :)

The wedding night at Concorde Hotel.

My Family. ♥

Five of us, sibling. ♥

Me of the day. ♥

with Biao Di, Jian Hui. XD

with Chersney. :)

Enjoyed the wedding on last weekend so much.

It was great with relative gathering and family's gossip. lol

Time really flies, cousin are getting marry one follow by another.

When is mine? Trying to imagine now. :P

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幸福洋溢这个周末。

One more week to go! :)

平安夜 ♥

2010的平安夜你怎样过？

我过得很简单，然而既温馨又幸福。♥

别了以往的和朋友到广场的倒数活动，今年我们几姐妹约好到Wings去听歌倒数。

依然是和不认识的人一起倒数，但这次换了一种形式。

没有雪花，没有人群，我们手中握着荧光棒，随着圣诞歌曲轻轻唱和与摇摆。

舒服得很，幸福极了。

对，还有我和姐很喜欢的驻唱歌手，凯翔和燕婷。

“家人们，加油哦！” 哈~

(: Merry Christmas & Yeah!! :)

其实我们四人的相聚是满难得的，自从我和姐都到外读书后。

珍惜这个晚上。♥

喜欢回音石Wings。♥

整晚幸运抽奖都没有我们的份儿，但听歌的这个晚上已经很满足了。

谢谢你们唱了很多我们点的歌曲。

当然，合照是Bonus咯！:D

你们唱歌的路要继续走下去，

我们未来的路要继续去揣摩。

感恩 ♥

平安夜就这样过了。

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