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Monday, July 23, 2012

毕业了,青春过了。



715是我人生的大学毕业典礼。
仪式完毕后,青春它说,它也结束了。
长大了,成为了小时候所谓的大人,不再朗诵青春的诗,是时候画上句点。
小学六年,中学五年,大学四年,
接着这个时候就必须卸下学生的身份,踏入那个容易迷失自己的社会。

我大学的四年过得很好,选了自己喜欢的科系,积极地去接触自己喜欢的事情。
用工努力地读书做好课业,用尽全力地去应付考试,学习拍摄和剪接。
遇见了各式各样各科系的人,交了很好的朋友,认识了在一起生活的室友。
在大学领悟了很多大大小小的道理,靠着自己的力量去经历失败与成功。
懂得说话的重要性,学习放大和缩小自己的本能,学会表达与掩饰自己,学习与别人相处,还有如何被自己的信心打败后站起来 再打败再站起来,不断不断地,直到成为现在这个人。

四年前和四年后的我,中学毕业和大学毕业后的我,时间真的仿佛就如昨天与今天似的。
那个疑惑茫然不知该怎么选科系然后一直询问别人意见 -- 四年前的我,在毕业典礼后一直出现在脑海里。
从前有一个很想很想达到的梦想,付出了努力地去接近,可是没有达成。
结果选着选着,踏进了离原本梦想有一点距离的圈子,做了不是最想做的工作。
然而现在是很开心的,因为总算是媒体界的一分子,至少是对得起自己的小小抱负。
嗯,大家都不知道往后会走的是一条怎么样的路,但愿离梦想那条近一些。:)

虽然大学差也一直在赚我们的钱,但还是有一些认真教书的lecturers。
感谢用心教导的lecturers,循循善诱地告诉我们在这社会上扮演的重要角色。
也感谢勇敢创新的lecturers,让我们体会更多并勇于表现自己。
Thankyou. :)

我们四人从一开始orientation,foundation,degree,到graduation在一起的回忆,是难得且可贵的。希望有梦的人要勇敢去追,不要放弃最初的梦想。

PSYMASSLO & WML, one of the most important memories! 在大学生涯里认识你们是一种福气。
记得曾经看过一句话,在大学里认识的朋友毕业出来社会工作后有可能是你的partner,你的同事,你的贵人,要好好地珍惜。
大家各自展开翅膀翱翔吧!趁年轻要飞得高不怕痛,千万不要失去了勇气。

FTV coursemates! 我们这major不管是lecturers or facilities都这么烂,一起熬过来,好不容易啊。
大家在最后几个semesters 熟络起来,还一起去喝酒,是很快乐的。
我相信那曾经大大小小的拍摄都是彼此生活的一个记录点,记录着我们的精神,是不轻易被磨灭的回忆。加油!

谢谢最亲爱的家人,希望我让你们有那么一点点的骄傲。
谢谢你们一直以来的financial support,时间与精力,毕业后终于可以减轻负担了。


感谢学长和多位不熟悉的伙伴,感恩你们的照顾,用心,祝福和花朵。
有机会认识与接触你们是我的福气,毕业后我会用心用爱踏实地走下去,成为一个有贡献的人。你们也要继续加油。:)

邱蕙欣和侯欣吟小姐,你们可以不要那么令人感动吗?真的很感动耶。
120%的感受到你们的用心和惊喜,谢谢!有你们的祝福我就很满足。
你们绝对是我大学里认识到最棒最要好的人。
A-08-10一起生活是很美的回忆。♥ ♥ ♥

最亲爱的中学同学,谢谢你们的到来。
可以与大家分享这份毕业喜悦绝对是兴奋的。
有很美丽的花,照片和祝福,满满地珍惜。
我们要一直陪伴着大家度过人生中的重要日子。:)

晚上一家人到餐馆用餐,为毕业这件事小庆一番。
我只是说喜欢一种花,你们却选了那么多种类,有啦有啦,有称托到。
第一次收到这么大束的花,超级喜欢,很美丽。
希望它永不凋谢地,爱一直存长在心里面。


感谢每个人给予的祝福,大大的拥抱,用力地握手,每一句真诚地恭喜和加油。
还有很多久违朋友的信息,很珍惜。
最后,要谢谢自己四年来的用心与认真,你做得很好,也活得很精彩 lovelife。

是的,我很快乐地毕业了。
珍重再见了,过去四三年彼此扶持的朋友,还有过去四年的生活与成长。
与青春告别后,我要更成熟地筑梦去。
我想要成为心目中的那个人,更加勇敢坚持的XST。:)
生活要继续战斗,不可轻易地放弃,否则对不起自己。

Sunday, April 8, 2012

毕业时刻

星期日晚上很难捱。
期待让人变得烦躁。
想念把脑子给困住。
思绪在飘。
无法专注。
最有力的证据是部落格文字打了又删,删了又打。

狂欢了连续三晚后,星期日一个人的夜晚难免会感到孤单。
这三天的结论是 我大学生涯里有三大班朋友,平均一班一晚。
这三晚,大家聊最多的,莫过于毕业后的打算。
和最亲爱的你们报告了近况后,我心里面松了一口气。
在这一刻,我觉得最重要的就是彼此的祝福。
那一句“假期过后,我们工作一起加油!”,很温暖心房。
简单的这句话,它没有催促你要赶快成为大人,先放松,先充电,慢慢地做出决定,我们过后再各自往新的旅程出发,多么的有鼓舞作用,正面又积极。

其实对这即将展开的新生活,我很期待。
认识新朋友的第一刻总是最美好的。
到时候生活上会做出不同的改变。
虽然工作不需要穿formal wear,还是希望可以很presentable地去上班。
我一直在想,一个月、或是两个月后,我会在哪里上班,我每天驾车要前往的方向会是哪一边,我的上班时间,有假日吗等等的未知数。

人生很奇妙。
当你静下来仰望这个世界时,你会穿梭过去回到一开始的原点。
你问自己当初的想法是什么,原先的计划是怎样。
因为这个时候,就是当初想象未来 要做出决定的时刻,你希望对得起自己。
过程是经历,经过这大大小小的锻炼后,你要更懂得自己。
虽然可能会觉得自己依然渺小,那是因为巨大力量即将降临,要相信生活的美好啊。

Work Hard Play Hard!
加油,这一次要认真地加油!

Friday, March 23, 2012

自由

Harlo.
天气炎热。
一个人在感受的时候是特别的酷热。
我最讨厌的事情,就是自己提不起劲来。
每一次提醒自己这是过渡期,过一会儿我就会再次振作起来。
最近,过得怎样?
每天会把要做的事情写在记事本里,如果当天提得起劲,就会顺利完成;但如果懒惰侵袭,我会让自己再歇息一会儿。
也许再过两个月,我的人生就停不下来。等我把目标设定下来,我就会很努力地去完成它。
每天做的事情,其实还不过是驾车、找parking、阅读、跑步、想想未来。
没人问就不会怎么说话。
偶尔还是想起一些往事,怀念过去,感叹一些些的决定和相遇。

今天是HM的生日,我们昨天聊了一晚,感觉很欣慰。
今年,大家要迈入的又是另一个里程碑。
路很长,每个人都是一步一步地向自己走去。

I'm officially free from today onwards, free from anything.
昨天把片子交给client后,YMJ悄悄对我说:“你毕业了。”
顿时,我才真正地的realize到,今天已结束一切了。
三年前怀着憧憬前来的大学生涯,一眨眼就懵懵懂懂的过了。
有点像回到原点,还是需要一个人做决定。
比较关心的朋友会慰问我接下来有怎样的实际打算。
去年年尾四个月用汗水和泪水换来学习机会的的实习生活把我一年里四分之一的美好时光夺走,我用今年的另一个四分之一去填补,让自己休息。
我只想好好 好好地休息,才启航驶向更远更美好的路。

在毕业之际,恍然发现念MC朋友的生活圈子的确很复杂。
在我们这一群好朋友,除了我念比较Art系的科系,大家都很正规地选了前途不错朝九晚五的科系。
一直以为想要的生活很简单,可是相较起我其他朋友,他们的更是简单多了。
没有虚伪的欢乐,一大班的友情也是真实的。
有时候我较喜欢两个人的在一起的时光,可以说比较多话,想说的话,还有比较诚实。
看了《20,30,40》,张艾嘉说,不要羡慕别人,不要羡慕别人。

台湾的民宿很美很美。四月尾的那个旅行真让人期待。
也许会领悟很多,然后能做出更好的决定。

对了,前几天一个人去做PP。
一个人做很重要的事情需要很多的勇气。
长大后,政府的手续大同小异,不同的是不再需要父母陪伴,不需要大人的监督和那象征性的签名。
长大后,因为有了判断能力,所以可以一个人做很多事情。

要说,上个星期我发了一场很大脾气,有的人开始担心我。
人在越悲哀的时候越有灵感,想法很多。
是对不起吗?还是释放的问题。

给你的爱一直很安静。
从一开始就只听见自己的心跳。
傻啦,那video竟然看了至少四次。

Sunday, August 7, 2011

这个学期的结束。

今天是难得休闲的星期天,什么也不赶。
两天前,过去的那个星期五是很特别的一天。
Err,与其说特别,倒不如说是很值得被记录的一天。
那是我这个学期在大学的最后一天,也是今年的最后一天。
完成了这个学期,接下来的四个月我会开始第二次的实习直到年尾。
明年头会是我最后的一个学期,只剩下一个subject,过后我就毕业了。
一切都被安排好,等着我去体验。

星期五的前一晚我还是一样,只有区区两或三个小时的睡眠。
赶着最后一份assignment,只有客厅风扇的旋转声告诉我不寂寞,还有和emo的米粉聊聊天。
隔天,我们PsyMassLo一起用餐。
PsyMassLo变的越来越散,大家都为着自己在忙碌,也有自己的心事。
虽然只有我们区区几人聚在一起,但感觉良好。
看见大家熟悉的面孔依然存有一份亲切感。
现在话说得可能有点早,可是下半年大家要碰面真的有点难了。
离别好像越来越靠近我们,这样的聚餐似乎带来一种结束。
我和大家说再见的时候,心里面真的有难过。
还有,真的,有缘希望可以再见。
我们彼此要带着微笑向前走。

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下午时候我去上最后的一堂课。
我们交上最后一份assignment,心里面轻松得很。
就算揭晓previous assignment的成绩很糟糕,一切都没有放在心上。
JY 今天人好好,每位同学都笑容满面。
Vanee拿着相机这里拍那里拍。
我们和老师聚在一起开玩笑,没上课,离开代表结束。

过后我去editing room做RECALL最后最后的修改。
Render,Export,Wait,Save。
那时候巧遇WML,我们决定为这个结束而狂欢。
晚上大家要一块儿喝酒去。
Pendrive从Mac拔了出来,我一个人走路回家。

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这天,到这里为止,是我很美好的一天。
每一样在过去接个几个星期存放在内心很久的东西,我终于尽自己最大的能力去完成它了。
我深呼出气,然后屏气对自己说,结束啦,终于,一切就这样结束了。
没有了肩膀上的重量,我比较可以抬头挺胸,我小小的自信心在这个时候才隐约的可以被看见。

我没有说出心里面的感触,可是不管结束或离别都让人有点难受。
慢慢地,悄悄地,完了。

Saturday, April 9, 2011

A lecturer in UCSI

Okay, be frank, I seriously feel bad for not attending the last three Ethics class now.
This happened when WW told me that Thursday was the last day of the lecturer work in UCSI. She will leave after that.
The bad news surprised me alot and I was upset for that.
Yesterday, back home, sign in Facebook, I saw her status, "leave the building".
Sadness arose slowly.
Then, I read her article that published on NST online.
An article about UCSI FTV student, about the feeling of being a lecturer for video production subject and about how the class was conducted in the semester.
I am touched, as I am a FTV student as well.
I never taught by her before until this semester, due to the Media Ethics subject.
However, this is a shared subject that she only taught the class two months later in the semester.
I enjoyed her lecture alot although I often late for the class. She made me feel comfortable, trained me to think critically all the time in her class. Her gentle voice sometimes made me feel worth to attend the class in the freaking early of the morning. She is helpful. She gave useful advice and always left a room for the students to think during the assignment consultation.
I know she is a good lecturer and I like her way of teaching.

As stated in the article, FTV students always look forward for her comment on their production work.
Once, during my VP1, she was invited to the class to evaluate our production work.
That was the first time I officially know her in the class.
We really felt nervous as told by the seniors that she is so strict and she criticize alot.
Well, we got a "nice" from her for the music video production!
Since then, I am looking forward for her class for the rest of my FTV subjects.
So, you know how is the bad news affecting my feeling now huh.
I rarely met a good lecturer since I study in UCSI.
Those lecturer always make me feel like they are here, as a lecturer for the money purpose.
Did they really care about the progression of the students out from the bottom of their heart?
Did they really take serious of student's study and works, care about their future career opportunity?
I think I know one after reading the article.

Hmn, am I being too sentimental in this post?
I just wanna say that there is rarely good lecturer in UCSI especially for FTV subjects.
I begin to worry for my next semester and my capstone subject.
I scare that I learn nothing from the class as VP2 again.
Hais, who are going to teach us in the next semester then? Part time lecturer? :(
Her leave is definitely a loss to UCSI and to me! T.T
Someone even commented at her status that UCSI can tutup business after she left. lol

All the best to Ms Lina for her move on.
Even though she might not know who am I, I appreciate her teaching and the concern for the students.
Good luck to me for the following semester too. :(

This is the link for the touching article,

Take your time slowly. :)

Moot Court!

Moot Court is a big presentation in this semester.
15 people in a group and discussions go on and on every Tuesday and Thursday after class.
Idea, plan, argument, script, role play, everything happened in the discussion.
It might be a mess in the beginning, but I think our group did a good job at the end.
Due to the presentation, we spent more time together, more topics to discuss and of course more laugh and gossip! :D
I personally enjoyed the process so much where we all gather together more often than the past semesters and getting to know the new friends.
The moment of mutual encouraging was great for me!
And, I think I know more about LK through this assignment. :D
Thank you for the hard work and thank you everyone!

12 of US :)
Moot Court 1

During the Moot Court Presentation.
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Ms Sihat is freaking serious! :D
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The girls that came to uni early in the morning.
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:: Photography Session ::

The PP & defendant lawyer, little judge and cute gavel.
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PP vs defendant
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G.R.O.U.P Picture
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Happy Mass Comm Gang!
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New friends. :)
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Posing! :P
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Lastly,
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All the best to those who are going to graduate soon
and for those who still have one or two semester to go!
Enjoy study & Fighting for future. :)
Nice Uni Memory exists between you and me. :)

Friday, February 11, 2011

This Semester


Yesterday was a freaking lucky day for me. Tiring did not hang me over while the luck turns into encouragement. :D

I am almost a Year 3 student. The subjects are getting tougher and the assignments are not as simple as before anymore. Yet, I feel like I am more like a real university student lately. The class that I attended in this semester exploring me more in the media aspect compare to some previous semester. Some changes are good for life.

Media Law is like a French teaching class. I believe that most of the students didn't understand what are the lecturer is talking about in the early of the morning. She always talking on some big big words with those "intelligent" students. She tries to tell joke in the class, the joke that is hard to get the meaning behind it. I don't feel like entertain her at all sometimes. In fact, I am not familiar with the law and no strong interest in politics too. Nevertheless, law and act are important for media people in their career. I think it is good to study and understand it, but maybe more time is needed.

Next, for me, Mass Comm Research is the subject that designed to test the hard work that student willing to contribute to the term paper. As long as we find out enough resources and get on the correct direction for the related research topic, it is not a hard to score this subject, i guess. Plus, it really needs time to collect the information and conduct the research.

Business Communication on the other side is one of the best subjects that I studied all the way in UCSI since foundation. I have a good lecturer.I don't know whether he is really a great businessman or not but I believe that he is a highly competent university lecturer. What I had learned in the class is not only helping me for those superficial test or assignment, it is the study to help me to success in life. Students learned to be initiative, to outperform themselves, to think from the point of view of a businessman, all in his own way of teaching that different from those "Malaysia style of learning." No more stupid questions, the day is always day before yesterday.

This is an enriched semester with tough yet useful courses. No more mid night oil burning I hope! Keep on fighting!! :D

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Lucky Music Video

Music Video Production was the second assignment for VP1.
There were 8 people in the team this time.
The song that we chosen is Lucky by Jason Mraz & Colbie Caliet.
The first truly experience of shooting.
Get to know some funny people, learn more about shooting, abit about editing, be patient and be ready always.
Five days of fun and tired shooting ended up with nice MV and great presentation! :)
Lucky I'm in love with my best friend...



Behind-the-scene
More pic @ http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=73313&id=1301054514

Here .W.E. are!

Lecturer Mr.Jeffri and Ms Roslina.

The whole VP1 class!

I really like the MV very much, with most suitable "couple", appropriate location, nice angle, great editing and our hard work!
And I am missing the shooting period when i am blogging on this.
Thankyou so much for giving me a memorable experience! :)

Air Asia TVCommercial

I am a mass comm student, majoring in Film and Television Production.
This is my first step by exploring myself more in media and production side.
Sigh for not broadcasting, but I am trying my best to move forward to what I can choose and do.

Video Production 1 was taken on last semester.
This is a fundamental subject for all those FTV students by introducing to the production team and basic shooting skill, experiencing on the professional equipments, and get to know more about editing.
The first assignment that assigned by the lecturer is a 30 sec Commercial.
Everyone has to present a very own script and the lecturer will select four out of that follow by the shooting and editing process.
Fortunately, I am one of the Director as my script was chosen.

It is an Air Asia TVC.
It took us two shooting days. Second shooting was carried out since the 1st try was not satisfy enough.
There are 6 people in the team.
Be frankly, I think I didn't contribute much during the production, except for the idea of the script. Due to lack of experience and communication problem, "director" is simply just a post.
Anyway, I learn from others who know better.
Involving and observing are important steps before we start trying, right?
Always set a higher target to obtain a good outcome, advice from my high school principal.
I will bear it in mind whenever I go.

Here you go for the Air Asia TVC!

There is always difference between planning and production.
Did you get the meaning behind?
:)

Behind-the-scene


Thankyou :)