明天之前

是这样的

因为明天是个很重要的日子

在新鲜，紧张，期待的来临前

我突然觉得有点悲哀，在心中一点又一点的悲哀

其实也不尽说是突然，是这个星期以来每一次在胡思乱想后累计下来的悲哀

（我不知道要用什么恰当的词语来形容这心情，悲哀是暂时借用着的）

我突然觉得有点不知所措的在怀疑自己

我感到不安和有点慌

慌到在写部落格安抚着自己

应该没有人能了解现在的这种心情，就算你说了解我也无法信认你

明天是个重要的日子

我需要靠自己一个人的力量才能把他给完成

希望好朋友对自己说的是，

“要保持心情开朗，顺其自然。”

这样就够了，我知道了。

Good Luck to me~ :)

请我一定要加油！

期待某人 :)

我在期待着某人

但某人应该不会知道自己就是那位某人

某人就要来了

我应该是要疯了~

我要给自己力量

给自己懂得冷静平静下来的力量

还有两天吧

走的走 来的来

我还是在期待某人

你说，某人会看见吗？

full stop

，是时候要划下美丽的句号了。

2009 :)

enjoying my holiday~

Hi World,

I m doing very well right now.

Seeing different people, Going through different life everyday.

Life is not rush and stress during this holiday.

I have my own time to manage my personal life and blog.

Sharing my time with lovely family and bosom friends here all the time.

Friends, thanks so much by lending me a helping hand!

Most importantly, I can listen to my favorite songs and radio everyday. :)

I am having a healthy life style, sleep and wake up early, doing a moderate job, drink more water than usual, have regular breakfast and lunch, but i think a bit heavy for dinner, haha~ and reading daily newspaper before i off to bed. Radio is beside me all the time.

My friends always ask me to eat whatever I want to eat, except for ah lee!

I laugh everyday!!! =)

I know simple is blessedness.

Just updating my lovely friends' blog just now, I know some of them is same as me right now, they are enjoying their holiday too.

Especially for you, you know who i mean to. ^^ the one who has the same interest with me~ haha :P
It is so pleasure when we know the one who besides us live well and happily as ourself.

Although we did not stick together in this holiday, but time flies! Two months will pass just like yesterday and tomorrow.

No regret, but live in the moment! :)

Everyday has 24 hours, neither fast or slow in any day. Appreciate and enjoy it!
It is no point when we tell each other that how come the holiday is so short when we meet again!

However, I really don't want it to end so fast! >.<

I really love and enjoying my life right now.

I love my friends.

Good luck to everyone!

p/s: find me for lunch! :P

Be BRAVE

Everyone has their own DREAM.

Please be cleave to your belief and yourself!

Don't worry, don't be fear or feel terrible.

You know that this is only the process to reach the dream that is far away form us at this moment.

Everyone know that it is not easy to achieve dream, you have to face with those obstacles, difficulties, the reality and also your luck.

Some people feel doubt about their ability, some people give up on it, but some people still insist on their dream, some know that they may not success today, but not a must for tomorrow.

People may think that it is foolish when people who insist on their dream but can't get what they really want at the end of their life, but they don't realize that at least those people have try their very hard, put in their very best effort to satisfy their inner heart.

Don't look down at people who have a dream, it really means to them.

Whether you trust it or not, fate is in our hand. At least you should put in your effort to decide your destiny.

Let's try our best to get what we want,

Let's try our very best to get what we want eagerly!

Good Luck for people who are chasing their dream, this is something to proud of!

Don't forget to ENJOY the whole process, you will appreciate and recall it back one day in your life.

feeling

如果一个人的生活，

没有痛快地笑，痛快地哭，

静静的，

有的时候，

就只单单由音乐来决定自己的心情，

她在过活吗。

她不怕没有人与她分享喜悦和悲哀，只是怕没有人能及时分享她的感动。

王子

原来

他也有写部落格给自己看的习惯。

看不懂他那我不明的文笔

没关系

因为知道他也有相同的感觉

我就喜欢了

cxh PWZ

۰•●❀ Have a sweet sweet deam ●•۰

All moody was overred!

xh PP

This is the moments.

:)

Remark of Tonight:

This was the first time I saw his smile.
That moment is so sweet and I can't hold back my excitement!
It impresses me so much!

I appreciate how ORIGINAL feeling is, just because the moment of not on purpose.
Sometimes, the world is too complicated.

It takes more than a good memory to have good memories.
I will keep it in the bottom of my heart, miss it whenever I miss him.
Can't sleep tonight because of MOMENTS.
Good Night.

people won't understand my title's meaning, could u?

牵手

和陌生人牵手

微笑是你我的安慰

传达的是单纯，无他的爱
♥ 是一份也许会被忘记的温暖和感动 ♥

就是这么的一瞬间

:)

:: 听说有一种幸福叫牵手 ::

Happy Birthday to Tham pak

~Happy Birthday to tham pak~
Don't be so lazy~ Don't always ponteng class!!!
Star is going to shine brightly in the darkness of despair, maybe not now, but one day.
All the BEST to you :)
don't forget us when you become that STAR! lolx
Have a wonderful 19th and great life!

(: HaPpY hApPy birthday :)

yesterday

for people who are insomnia,
this song is dedicated for you.

you may not forget about yesterday,
but you have to face with your future.

逗号后面

路路不会游泳，她的小鸭子也不会游泳，她手里牵着她的小鸭子每天都会沿着河边的小路走着，看着河中央那些嬉戏的群鸭，她们在想什么时候也可以像他们一样学会游泳，也有可能她们一辈子都不能学会游泳，

幾米 - 《听幾米唱歌》

细心的你可能已经发现那短文并没有结尾。若是你，会在逗号后面填上什么呢?

REMARK of today：
Sometimes, I really feel like I always make my lovely people feel disappointed on me.
I keep on doing something or make some decisions that make myself complicated and difficult for the people surround me as well.
I really feel guilty especially to my blogger friend. I apologize for it.
I updated with most of your post till today. When i saw some of you still linking my blog with my very first blog's name, i feel touch but upset at the same time.
I like my original blog the most. Thanks for keeping that for you and I as our memory.
I make my blog worse apparently compare with my previous post. :(
People, pardon me.
because i am that kind of gal.

Thanks god by letting me have the opportunity to see the above post from one of my friend's blog during my down moment.
Life can be as simple as what you want, all just depend on you.
If there is a will, there is a way.

What is your answer? (don't leave your answer in chat box~)

Have a great life :)

Chocolate

Titled Chocolate, the film was written and directed by the late Yasmin Ahmad.

A quiet tale that reminds us that, despite the multifaceted contradiction of Malaysia, life goes on – even if not all of it is sweet. more at 15MALAYSIA

This piece is equally deep and absolutely thought-provoking. She has been able to compress so many messages into this short piece. The piece lasts about two minutes but can let you to think for more than two hours! You may not catch much when the film just finished. But as you watch it or think about it again, you should gradually catch the elements Yasmin tried to tell you: Cultures, races, generations, hopes, lives, choices, limitations, government...... more at THEDANESHPROJECT

link from SNOWXWHITE:
What Yasmin is trying to tell us is that, the young generation that grow up in Malaysia wish to live in harmony with other races. They want to truly practice the concept 1Malaysia where race is irrelevant, but due to external factors (frankly speaking, this short film referring to parents mainly, but of course it covers other factors such as peer pressure, seniors, national policies, media, politicians and others), topped with parents’ stereotyping on us which contains the this-land-is-for-that-race-only paradigm, coupled with the young generation’s own experience (perhaps they did not acquire fair and just treatment in aspects like education), which slowly forms the prejudice in their minds.

“你跟那个马来婆谈这么久做莫？”
Before this question is asked, the main male character’s eyes were gentle but when his mother shouted a question at him, a question containing the term “Malay granny”, the boy suddenly became hot-tempered. He then said impatiently: “tak cukup tak payah beli lah.”

In the end, the boy put the chocolate back to the counter. It seems like an action of body language that shows frustration after being disturbed. Will the Malay girl come back? We don’t know. The boy didn’t know. Even Yasmin Ahmad didn’t know. But one thing for sure: if this prejudice remains, we will not be living in harmony, nor will the spirit of 1Malaysia come knocking at our doors.

Here is the opinion from 鄭丁賢‧巧克力.
I think his comment is quite good. It make me understand and think more about this short film.
雅斯敏阿末的遺作《巧克力》，經營雜貨店的華裔家庭，母親要男孩（兒子）離開“這裡”，因為“這裡”不屬於你，留下來沒有前途。
男孩則因“這裡”還有很多朋友，不願離開；他反而置疑母親要他走，是否因為母親有了男朋友。
爭吵中，一位包頭巾的馬來少女來到雜貨店買電池和巧克力。男孩被溫柔的少女吸引，氛圍緩和下來。
突然間，母親尖銳的聲音從後頭傳出：“你和那個馬來婆講這樣久幹甚麼？”
氣氛一時又僵住，少女少帶了5分錢，男孩冷酷的把巧克力拿回來。
少女失望的離開，男孩想要追出去，把巧克力給她；這時，母親的聲音又響起；男孩打消念頭，留下一些空白、遺憾。

就是這麼一個2分多鐘的小故事，或者，還不成為故事，只是一個片斷。
這可以是故事的片斷，也可以是社會的片斷。
雅斯敏抓到了很多大馬華人的疏離感，以及情感的矛盾。
“這裡”沒有給予公平的機會，不會有前途。離開“這裡”，是最好的出路。
然而，男孩對“這裡”是有感情的。其他地方固然提供了獎學金和發展的機會；但是，那是一個陌生的地方，缺乏情感的聯繫。
馬來少女的出現，是一種觸媒，代表了社會關係的連接。
不過，這種觸媒只產生短暫的作用。母親的聲音，代表社會固有的成見，也是一股抗拒改變的力量，把一切帶回原狀。
看完之後，有一股凝重的感覺。
大家都不喜歡那位母親的談話（母親始終沒有現身，只聽到她的聲音）；但是，幾乎每個華人家庭，都帶有這個影子。
大家也為男孩覺得遺憾，他應該更熱情一些，不需要自我保留，自己設限。
的確，華人生活在馬來西亞，太多瞻前顧後，礙手礙腳的想法；擔心這個，害怕那個，尤其表現在社會和政治生活。
所以我說，大家可以從短片中看到的是“自己”。

雅斯敏的這部短片，是她觀察到的華人生活在大馬社會的矛盾；她沒有提出方向或結論，或許她也沒有主張。
她只是把問題點出來，讓大家去思考。

more from 文中有蚊
少年與媽媽的幾句對話，道出了華人多年以來在這片國土上所受到的不公平待遇，
以致這個媽媽，要用上“我們這種人”和“他們那種人”來稱乎著彼此。
當中，帶著埋怨、惱怒，
上一代心中的不滿、偏見似乎也延續至一下代。
“馬來婆”這個稱號似乎令少年如夢初醒般。
令華人對“他族”產生種種不良印象。

The Making Of Yasmin Ahmad's 'Chocolate' - 15Malaysia


I had watched this short film at least twice.
Just have a strong feeling to share with my friends here at this moment.
I like it.
p/s: the main character is quite attractive! lolx~ especially when he is talking with the malay girl. wao~~ can't move my attention away from him! lolx~

Hope Malaysia is an UNITE and PEACEFUL country.
Satu Malaysia, Untuk Semua.

Salute to Yasmin Ahmad. :)

今日果刻

我今日好开心啊~

笑足半日！

好耐都没甘样笑住过日子啦~~

啦啦啦啦啦啦啦~~~~~~~

高兴到想即刻写blog同全世界讲！！！

我地都知道美丽唔会永远既保持住，但系果刻心里面既满足同埋温暖就唔同啦。

我今日好好笑啊~ :)

Happy Birthday to Regine

~Happy Birthday to Regine~
Have a wonderful 19th!
stay Pretty and stay Tough
out of difficulties, make miracle.

♥ Friendship Forever ♥

p/s: see you next sem!

(: HaPpY hApPy birthday :)

Happy Birthday to "DA GE"

Happy Birthday to Jeffery :)
May all your dreams will come true!
Become the well-known super model!!! 5cm is nothing....... wakakakaka~~
Wish you have a great birthday for this year!

(of course!!! because of us.... lolxxx)
Have a wonderful future :)
p/s: good luck for the coming final exam~

(: HaPpY hApPy birthday :)

thank you :)

Finally complete one of my largest assignment for this semester.
rushing like hell to make every fine detail parts in oder to produce a delicacy children education book.
didn't get enough sleep for a few night, my face looked pale, my eye was small and reddish, can't wear contact lens for a couple of days and even no appetite. T.T
however, feel satisfied with my "artwork"~
although had to scacrifice my intro to psychology1 test. :(

The purpose of today post is to thank a lot of people who had helping me during my suffering! haha :P
thanks to meehoon who willing to discuss and sharing his ideas with me.
thanks to yong leeng who fetch us to buys the necessary materials, willing to teach me some photoshop techniques and borrow me his scanner!!!
his car kena saman because of this!!! too bad~~ sorry sorry~~
thanks to cemone and tham who borrow me some stuff.
thanks to weiwei who always give me her spiritual supports! She keeped sms me in the late night to encourage me!
thanks to tennsen who help me to tie my book when i was late on the submission day and send the photoscape software to me.
Appreciate u guys who keep on telling me jiayou, support me instead of discourage me.

thank you. :)
i really mean it.





Everyone has different self-requirement.
Sometimes, we don't know others own demand, even if we know it, we may not understand it.
Therefore, support is best way rather than you keep "advice" or telling them your own opinion.
People hurt.
directly or indirectly.

Anyway, thank you. :)

日々の音色

This is amazing~
It made me felt relax, at least for a second.

This is all about creative and heart.
Same as what i need the most in my assignment NOW!!!
My friends was asking me, " you are still busy with your assignment?"
Yes. No doubt.
Haiz~

I just hope that I can endure until tomorrow morning.
Pls stand off from sleepy! I must finish at least, at least 50% of the whole progression!!!
And god bless me don't be late or miss tomorrow 8.00am class!

u know this is imposibble, right? :(

Rest in Peace :)

Sometimes, no one can really understand the touch that you feel at certain moment.
People could not feel the same way as what we did.
But, I still wanna let you know that,
I was touched.



One of my seniors ever told me that he likes Petronas advertisement every much.
I feels the same way as him.
He told me the name of the advertisement's director before, but I didn't take note on it during that time.
But until yesterday, I was reminded again.

Yasmin Ahmad, a woman who contribute a lot in advertisement and film field.
She always instills the unity and love values in her production.
A woman who loves MALAYSIA very much!
I respects her.

I believes that you watched this advertisement in television before.
I like this advertisement the most.



I can still remember last year, during CNY, I saw this advertisement.
I told my sister that this advertisement is very touching, really a good advertisement.
I love it very much!
Almost all of the Petonas new year greeting advertisements are NICE n GREAT!



She makes advertising freaking meaningful.
We will treausure your artwork and contribution eternity.

Rest in peace :)

July

July schedule is still okay, as long as I stick to my plan.
A month full of assignments and projects.
Then follow by final exam month, August.
I am looking forward on my two weeks holiday in the end of August!

How I feel? Be sick of these life?
Assignments and presentations are boring and suck? = =

May be not.
Just rush and get tired sometimes.

We paid the FEEs and
We are learning.

Learning is enjoying, right?
Believe it, we will find out better. :)

These are photos took after Visual Communication's presentation.
Yup, UCSI got a lot of colourful wall painting.
And they change the wall colour frequently!!!
by using student's money, I guess~ >.<

Have a DYNAMIC July!
Wish everyday is a happy day :)

A little about ME

Result of a character test from a funny email~

My pretty YOUNG age:

Age in years 18.66
Age in months 224
Age in days 6811
Age in hours 163463
Age in minutes 9807759
Age in seconds 588465551
Age in Milli seconds 58846555091
Age in weeks 47677
You born on Sunday

My unique character:

* Has a lot of ideas
* Difficult to fathom
* Thinks forward
* Unique and brilliant
* Extraordinary ideas
* Sharp thinking
* Fine and strong clairvoyance
* Can become good doctors
* Careful and cautious
* Dynamic in personality
* Secretive
* Inquisitive
* Knows how to dig secrets
* Always thinking
* Less talkative but amiable
* Brave and generous
* Patient
* Stubborn and hard-hearted
* If there is a will, there is a way
* Determined
* Never give up
* Hardly become angry unless provoked
* Motivates oneself
* Does not appreciates praises
* High-spirited
* Well-built and tough
* Deep love

You think so?
May be ... ... ...

Keep my own way,
and always build a better tomorrow for myself. :)

♥ If there is a will, there is a way. ♥

原谅我就是这样的女生

喜欢前奏。

喜欢-我太负责任，不容许有太多悔恨-

喜欢-我只是无辜的人，很需要叹气声-

喜欢-有些问题，没有答案还是要问-

喜欢-... ... 无辜的人... ...-

原谅我，因为我就是这样的女生。

Renovation

I deleted all my oldest posts.
Decided to find a new way for myself again.

I started blogging here on July last year.
My life changed since that day, I like the way to release myself here.
Few more days later, I am going to have my 1st anniversary with my blog. ^^
I thought I will continue to blog here as the way I like eternity.
But people, we know that life always do not go on as what we expected.
It’s often changed as the time passed by.

By the way, too many people know my blog recently. ==
Whose MISTAKE? swt~

For the year passed, I tried to record my foundation life as I thought it will be quite memorable.
I think and consider more compare to my secondary school life because of blogging.
Became more complicated again? Or much more pessimistic?
But I learned to be more grateful and appreciative with what beside me now.
Just look forward a simple life henceforth.

Everyone have their own life.
I will keep my blogging memory in the bottom of my heart, and begin with a brand new manner.
I think this is the way that will make me feel more secure, maybe.
Thanks for my fellow friends here who read my posts before and dropped by the comments for me.
I really appreciate your kindnesses.
I feel glad get to know with you guys and your life as well.
It means a lot for me, truly.

I will keep on sharing my life with others here. :)
Wish me will have a better life.
U too~

:)

How you are going to finish?

Nothing special happened today actually,
and I have no intention to blog here anyway.
But wish to share this video with my lovely blogger when i saw this a couple of minute before from others' blog.

http://suffix-field.blogspot.com/2009/06/blog-post_21.html

My tears dropped from my eye uncontrollable when he stood up.

If you are fail while try again, and again and again,

but just want you to know that this is not the end!

It 's matter how you are going to finish!

Are you going to finish strong?

You will found there are ways to get back up.

A touching night :)

Thanks for sharing.

Tonight is a bit different because of this motivated video.

Always not to give up, I am trying to do this!

Promise myself. :)

JUNE

June schedule is so full and pack.
But don’t feel worry and stress, remember that
“当上帝关了这扇门，一定会为你打开另一扇窗。”
:)

p/s: I am expecting for the oncoming 27th of June!
The only one day in June that I can release myself out from suffering in assignments and projects! ^^

Happy weekend :)