星空

一点的难过，

整个世界就变得不完美。

跑步这件事

在我刚上大学的那个时候，买了第一双跑步鞋。

人生漫长，要培养一个自己喜欢的运动。要做运动身体才会健康，生活才会充实。

我从小没有运动细胞，脚踏车学了很久才会骑，篮球是运动课时负责帮忙带球的，保龄球是和一大班朋友碰运气玩玩的，游泳学了很久还学不会换气，而后来的跑步是自己硬硬跑的。

跑不快，也不懂技巧，只知道起点和终点。

中学运动课有测试，要绕着学校的外墙跑一圈；
然后学校有义跑募捐，要跑JJ area指定的路线。

很多不喜欢运动的人都抱着跑完就算的心态。

而我其实也可以有很多借口不需跑，可以是prefect当班，可以是girl guide维持秩序，派派矿泉水等工作就行了。

可是很庆幸遇到对的朋友，大家心态一致，早上上课前我们时常一起去练跑。

嗯，我们都不是很会跑的人，只是愿意花时间去练跑练气的朋友仔。

跑步就是这样开始跑起的。

中学毕业了，大学有免费的gym facilities可以使用。

那时候住在宿舍，做gym是除了上网以外可以做的事情，当中跑步机和脚踏车是必做的。

周末回到家里，因为之前练跑的习惯所以会约朋友出来陪我跑步。

那个时候跑得不频繁，一对跑步鞋总是在大学宿舍带出带进，搬到外面住时也一样。

可是每次sem break跑步总会是假期其中一个plan。

永远记得我是怎样从一圈也跑不完练到现在每次都可以跑完一圈的过渡期。

再后来一段日子，我搬回家里了。

跑步开始跑得很频密，很用心很用力地跑，实习时期更是一大早就摸黑去跑步。

生活习惯因此变好，正能量满满。

跑步间接让我喜欢爬山，主要都是因为喘息没有力气说话的时候可以和自己的心灵沟通。

运动也让自己锻炼小小毅力和坚持，这心得让生活又变得不一样一些。

生活充实了，世界美了，『不放弃每一小步直到终点』是很多生活中大小决定的重要启示。

然而，跑步和运动从一开始的目的其实只有一个，就是希望可以瘦一点。

可是啊，第一对跑步鞋买到至今已有三年多，目标没有达到，鞋终于坏了。

现在喜欢跑步，不只是因为瘦身，还有正能量和健康。

想不到，跑步竟然成为了生命中如此重要的一件事。

每天告诉自己要继续跑，就好象告诉自己要继续好好地生活下去一样。

买了第二双跑步鞋，希望可以在跑坏它之前达成目标，然后再继续地跑下去。

放轻就过得好一些

好爱今天。

重新振作后很平凡的今天。

没有怀着期望或希望的今天，过得自在多了。

今天跑步过后一起吃早餐，

像往常一样很普通的时光今天特别地珍惜。

吃了很好吃的咖喱罗面当早餐。

我们聊着很闲的话题很开心。

回到家洗个澡后整理了一下接下来那几天的行程。

敷了一片mask和看完了只剩下十几页的散文集。

Up了Behind 50的那一册照片。

特意去吃素当午餐，很久没吃素了。

然后想说小看杂志，希望对工作有什么帮助。

可是因为太累，不知觉小睡了一觉。

一天就这样，过了。

终于重拾心情，下定决心。

努力告诉自己不再留恋的事情，放轻了一些。

只放轻一些 日子就过得如此的好一些，我要好好学习。

这样的自己，我比较熟悉，也比较喜欢。

专心的生活，有目标地，积极地。

【自私】的课题我永远都学不会，

了解不到又克服不了。

心里说，看轻一点，

然后以为会没有事情般地一天过一天。

有一天，我不知道在哪里看到这样的一句话。

印象中是这样写着：几米最想做的事，是学一种乐器（好像是打鼓）。

这件最想做的事，真实得来很简单。

这个梦想听起来是那么的容易实现，却也是很多人一直想做没去做的事情。

最想做的事不一定是很难达成，其实生命中想做的事很多，可以达成的也很多。

最想做的事可以很简单，不要给这个世界的框框阻碍了你。

自从回到家里，自从实习完毕，我最爱的日子还是星期五晚上。

只有星期五晚上，可以静下来凝听这个城市的心事。

悲哀主义者没有多少开朗乐观的细胞。

最近也没有多少的正面力量。

只是，还是，一步一步地向前走，记录着其实没有什么的什么，和昨天告别，和明天拥抱。

二十一公克

我的灵魂二十一公克，

会因为谁而完整完美了?

Sick

知道要敲打键盘的时候

是脑海里不断地跑出一堆文字

再不断地跑出一样的文字在提醒着自己。

上个星期看报纸，看到PWZ的消息。

PWZ今年28岁，他说在娱乐圈里再打转两年，如果再也没什么发展他就会退出娱乐圈了。

很难过的消息。

听着他的歌声，带着一样的温暖。

希望不会消失，希望30不会到来。

很感恩每次下课都可以一起吃午餐，有比较可以松懈下来的感觉。

尽管时间很短，尽管每次只能说一些些彼此的生活，也觉满足。

生活中的所有感情都需要用心去维持。:)

过去当了两天的tour guide，回想到中学时候也曾经有Japanese student and Australian student到校参观，然后很羡慕也很倒霉地觉得为什么没有选中我们班去招待他们呢。

当导游真的很开心，也有满足感。:)

如果我不是路痴的话会更好。

最好的地方是可以和不认识的人说话，距离越远的越好。

另外一个很开心的原因是很久没做一些与FTV无关的工作。

从实习至今就觉得自己总有一天需要生病。

结果在当导游曝晒两天加一杯dark mocha后就爆发出来了。

病了两天，昏睡和一整肚子水的过了两天。

康复过程中告诉自己又是另一个开始。

最近有人问我相不相信【缘分】这回事。

我还没回答，天就给了我答案。

我在找工，很多人在这个时候就过来问我要不要工作。

如无意外，我应该很快地就可以找到第一份part time job了。:)

希望接下来的时间可以好好安排，要珍惜不蹉跎。

进入不同的领域去看不一样的东西，谢谢老天爷。

存钱计划加油。:)

天气很热，容易疲累，等待更是煎熬。

对了，明天是deadline.

明天过后期限就过了。

6組-3班

100212 Japan Tour Guide

This was the second day of being the Japan tour guide. Felt so sorry at the early morning because I was late for almost half hour due to traffic jam. I should depart earlier. :( Anyway, a very good tour I had on the day. We had a greeting ceremony at first. Same as yesterday, the Japanese students were came from Hokuryo High School, which located at Kyoto, Japan. Four students in my group this time and I like them super duper much! lol. They are excellent students from good class I guess. Their English are not bad but just not dare to speak out sometimes. Today's destinations were same as yesterday. Felt more confident in guiding them. :)

I was able to communicate more with them today. What make me so glad was they took initiative to talk to me!! They don't know how happy I am! :D The first thing that they told me was Kyoto was located nearby Tokyo, famous with a lot of temples. Then, I taught them how to purchase train token and they showed me Japan train ticket instead. Wow! :DD Some of them brought along electronic dictionary. They used it whenever we can't understand each other, but not very often. During the lunch time, they explained to me how is the combination of Japanese name. And, they can't eat spicy food. xD

Waiting train at LRT station.

It was Friday and Jamek Mosque was closed. Took a picture outside there.

We then off to Central Market. The most funny thing of the day was the fish spa session. Hahaha! They had a lot of fun there! They told me that Japan do has fish spa but not that popular. Felt enjoyed when seeing a bunch of high school teens scream here and there! lol

We spent quite a lot of time in Central Market. We went to buy some souvenir. They want to buy batik, soup, chocolate, wallet and local food. They know Malaysia is popular with batik. (I almost forgot about this.) One of them buy a sepak takraw. The reason was because the pronunciation of takraw sounds alike with his name! Good souvenir indeed! :D

After lunch, it was postcard writing session again. I like this moment the most, did I mentioned before? lol. They can write quite well. :)

He is cool but a nice guy. Nice writing on the postcard. And the batik shop owner is really an interesting person. xD

He was not feeling well on that day. He talked less but he can use better English word to communicate. "A foreign country is terrible!" >.< Bad impression he had toward Malaysia.

He is a very nice guy! He always take initiative to talk to me and he remembers my name! :D We had a hard time in communicating sometimes but he tried so hard to explain to me slowly. He said sorry when I still can't get the meaning at the end. :( But I think he felt glad when speaking English. He is nice looking huh! :D

He is quiet and always need time to make decision. And he bought a wallet at Chinatown. lol

I like this picture very much! :) This pillar box becomes so memorable now. ♥

After that, we went to Chinatown under scorching hot sun. They told me that mango is very expensive in Japan. Treated them one on the spot. :D

Group Picture of the day. ♥

We took train and went back to hotel around 1.30pm. The tour ended earlier today. At the end, they said so many times Thankyou and Arigato to me. The guy even explained the souvenir that they gave to me one by one. I actually felt so touched. Felt a little loath to part with them, haha. They let me know more about Japan's culture, I learn from their good attitude. :) Hope you guys enjoy the the tour of the day. Enjoy your remaining holiday in Malaysia, don't afraid with the communicating problem, most of the Malaysian love Japanese. :D

Group picture of UCSI-ians of the day.
Got to know new friends and everyone treated me well. Felt more comfortable by working with HueyShenn and Yupei! I think I did a better job in this second day. Hope still got chance to work as tour guide in the coming days. Thankyou. :)

Overall was an amazing experience! I was actually envy those Japanese student so much of having such a precious chance to participate in a cultural exchange programme. These two days experience makes me so looking forward on my coming trips and the WAT. Besides, I must earn more money in order to visit Japan one day!! :)

1組-5班

090212 Japan Tour Guide

I joined a Brother & Sister Program by working as a tour guide of Japanese Students. Introducing by my friends, this was my first try in participating in the program. A guideline was given and we was responsible in guiding the students to visit few interest places in Kuala Lumpur.While, cultural exchange is the most important purpose of this program. We can only take train and monorail as the main transportation. It's challenging for me as I have a super duper poor sense of direction. Felt nervous on the night before the day by looking at KL map hardly and try my best in memorizing the route. God bless me!

I like the program pretty much. Not only for them to learn about Malaysia life and culture, I got an opportunity to communicate with Japanese. I learnt some simple Japanese language. There were three 16 years old students in my group. Hmn, they were not good in English yet nice people. Tried so hard in order to make them understand what I'm talking about. And, it was okay for not to talk all the time but the weather made us felt uncomfortable. Malaysia is verrrry hot! I learnt to keep my smile and walk under the hot sun! lol

UCSI-ians. Got to know some new friends and thanks for helping me out on the direction. :)

On the way to Jamek Mosque and Merdeka Square.

Lunch time at Central Market.

Okay, I think we got closer during the postcard writing session. They bought postcard, stamp, write their cards in English and have to post it to Japan. Meaningful right? :D However, it was so hard for them, just like what we Malaysian try to crap out an essay during standard five or six.

I like the way he choose for the postcard! Monkey in Malaysia! lol Suit his personality the most! xD

He can't bear with the weather. We had a nice talk anyway. He looked cool in every group picture but luckily I got his smile here. :D

Well, he was pretty quite and not dare to talk in English. >.< I hope he enjoyed throughout the tour.

Basically, they wrote about the hot weather, food and a fun tour they had. :)

Atsui!! But a memorable moment. ♥

Let's hope that the address was correct and Malaysian postman will do a responsible job by posting it back to Japan. :)

Went to Sri Mahamariaman Temple afterward.

Last stop - Chinatown.

Group Picture of the day. :)

We came from different country, don't know each other at first and guess we didn't memorize each other's name well even until the end of the tour. Just hope you guys enjoy yourself in Malaysia. Welcome to Malaysia. Nice to meet u all, you guys are so adorable and polite! And, thanks for the souvenir. ♥

Mission completed on the day. I can feel sense of accomplishment! Enjoyed talking with foreigners and the photography session with peace pose. :D Love Japan and Japanese people. Japanese language is kawai. First experience gained with a more understanding on high school students of Japan. :)

喜欢

希望我喜欢的可以一直保持,

希望喜欢我的可以一直保存,

forever and ever.

不务正业

和很久不见的朋友说话，可以喘一口气，complain一切地不美好，然后互相鼓励。:)

这就是所谓的好好聊，也好好笑。

我最同意的事情就是『不务正业』这四个字。

似乎有着很多的时间，却也有着很多琐碎的事情等着去处理。

时间一直在没有好好管理的状况下溜走。

然后我觉得自己很不务正业。

当人觉得自己不积极时，会开始产生一种自我讨厌的心态。

懒散很糟糕，计划在堆积着，没有好好地管理时间。

一天一天过得很快，白天不懂夜的黑。

我最不喜欢的，就是每天没有规律的生活。

改不了熬夜的坏习惯，培养不了早睡早起的好习惯。:(

努力努力。

不能像现在一样半夜写部落格。

蝎子与蝎子，虽然能够彼此了解，但是硬碰硬。

这一年总觉得会发生很多的事情，总觉得会过得特别地快。

想象和筹备着一连串计划时，希望自己能够享受其中。

要记得过程才是最重要的一块，我们都从过程中长大。

我已经变得积极些。:)

Hello February.